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Poetry, creative writing and a desire to inspire….. Hebrews 11:1 – Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.



I stood at that gate

As I had done many a day before

Thinking this the day I would go home

But no one would come

As was the case many a day before

Inside they say I am no ordinary man

I no longer debate with the white coat holding a

recorder in his hand

With each visit to my room, he cannot understand how my

mind expands

Please God, don’t let them sedate me again

The white coats don’t understand what it is like

to feel nothing

I stood at that gate

As I had done many a day before

A slightly blurred image hangs in my mind

Arms welcoming me home

But no one would come…

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Author: syl65

martial arts films, music, poetry, and hockey. this is just a little of who I am. Spirit of the Living God, alive inside of me. Never stop dreaming....

12 thoughts on “Blurred

  1. Wow I don’t have personal knowledge of this feeling but I love someone who does. So scary all of that not being in control of one single thing. They said there was a peace and rest in going away. But chunks of life and memory are gone from the blur. Powerful piece Syl. Hugs to you πŸ¦‹πŸ€—

    • It can be hard on the family as well as the individual, when he/she is in denial of any issues and all seems well and normal to them. Thank you, M! πŸ™‚

      • Oh yes it is painful to watch someone change like that. I know God’s grace is sufficient in tender times like this. In fact it is well with my soul. So I know it will be well. Amen πŸ™πŸΌJust preached a mini sermon to myself. Have a beautiful Friday my friend. I love your riding I always feel better when I come here! πŸŒΌπŸ’›πŸŒΌπŸ’›

      • Have a wonderful weekend, M! It is well with my soul. God is good all the time!🌼🌼😊

      • Amen Amen brother. I hear you over there! So thankful for the resting time! Hope you enjoy your weekend! 🌼🌼😊

      • Peaceful weekend so far! πŸŒΌπŸŒΌπŸ˜€

  2. This really hit home, what it would be like, to be in that situation. Very well worded Brother. ❀

  3. Very thought-provoking and a very thoughtful piece, Sylvester. It must be terrible when not in control of your thoughts and feelings and even worse… when no one understands!

    • Thank you, Erika. It is a tough situation when the mind becomes unstable and splits into two levels of thought, real and unreal. There is no balance anymore.

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